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man, i wana go to po's right..but then..my mom said no, we were on our way there too... u see my mom thinks where po lives, is bad..i fuckin open the car door and walk out, she comes, and picks me up, we go back to our house..i fuckin let loose, damn i kant belive i was so screamin..i was screamin hella loud, tears coming outa my eyes..kuz i juss got off the phone with my dad, " u kant break dance, i will not allow u to, we're going to find something for you to do", this and that, repeat over and over agaian..FUCK HIM...while i was on the phone with him, i went to the kitchen, then grabbed a nife, put it agggainest my head, my eyes blood shoot, my vains poppin outa me, i was bout to stab my self, my bro comes outa nowhere..he fuckin pushes me , im on the phone with my dad, i drop the phone, i walk outa the house...i take a walk...i come back..kai's available, i yell at my mom , swearing, BRING ME TO MY FUCKIN FRENDS HOUSE, I MIGHT NOT JUS COME BACK U BITCHES, i stay with kai till 8 sumtin..he cheers me up, his bros gay ahhaahaaha...but yea..jay-r..was talking to me too, about stuff, but when i told him,..my dad abuses me,, my mom kicks me outa the house for a while, and my bro beats me..he sayd " u should get some help "..i wana go to lians house..this and that...to h is house....kno1's available exept kai..fuck..u see how my life is now... |
